Feel good, feel better

 Sometimes it are the small things, that do the miracle.  You feel a bit 'meh', and something, that no one notices, transfers the meh to jay!

I read it, it is adviced, always look to the bright side, but how to do it? How can you see the bright side, when your body is in pain, when you are worried for the future...

It is definitely not easy, to cheer up every day. But should you? When you are not ready for it, why should you keep on trying  to be happy, when you can't be happy?
Let it go.
When you have an off day... Let it go
When you are feeling tired, or sad,  it is okay.. let it go
When you don't know anything anymore, let it go
It is  all right, to feel so, for a while.

When you start to accept, who you are, right now, and accept that you are this way...you might find the inner peace again. Why trying to change, when you are not ready for it? Why fighting, when you can not win, at the moment?

Maybe we should learn to look less to others.
It is important to look to ourselves.  You not need to be the clown at the job.  Just be yourself, be authentic. Show that you may be weak, now and then. It is okay!  It is part of you!
When you try to let it go... let it be... it might bring peace with yourself. Start loving you, the way you are. Why should others care for you, and not you, yourself, who are the only one who is friends with you for your entire life, from birth, until the last breath?  And afterwards, if you believe in it.

You are the most important person in your life. It is YOU, who you have to live with.  Take the blanket, pull it over your head, it is fine! And then, when you peek out again, back to the light, smile. Tell yourself, and the world, that you did it, because you can! Jay for you!