Exploding

When I close my eyes

I see stars exploding

When I open my eyes

I still see them again

When I lay on my pillow

The world starts turning

Like a rollercoaster

Unstoppable, even when I get up again

The knife that stabs the meat for dineer

Cuts slowly my head in pieces

I close my eyes

And no one sees my suffering

How are you doing, someone asks

And I say, I am okay

Only a headache

Oh, you reply, that will pass away

I nodd friendly and turn my head

Too late realizing I should not have done that

There goes the world, up goes the ground

Where in a minute I could be found

The slam set my mind clear

And no one bothers about what I am doing here

I crawl up, put myself together

And no one seems to realy matter

I look around

Feel a bit better now

The Headache is not gone, anyhow

Carefully I walk back home again

Stumble up the stairs, not because I can

I have no choice and manage to open the door

Streight to my bed, all the bones getting sore

I lay down at my pillow

And the world starts turning

I whisper your words

it will pass away