weight

Sometimes I feel so empty
I want to do so many things
but what do I reach? Nothing at all.
I am just spilling my energy
hearing people
doing things

and when I look back
I realize that I did not listen, and in fact did not do anything as well

Why do I fool myself so much? Why cant I say to myself that it is okay, to take some breaks now and than?
I do not necessarily need to tell you you're right, when you know you are right
and you do not necessarily need to tell me what to do, when you are not doing anything yourself