It is part of the plan

I wrote it before, and I can write it again, Coincidence, is part of the plan.  

Today it is proved again.  I got a message in the 'continueing issue', I didnt want to go to read it, but I did let myself being convinced to do it.

And it was not half as bad as I thought it should be. A repeat of moves, a repeat of 'beats' so no new, no reason for more feeling hurt. So, I am thankful that I did read it, even when the message, naturally, was not a nice one.  

And then, after having read that there was another email, about  a 'happy reibirthday'  workshop, in what you can learn to enlighten the pain of your past.

To me those are signs, as well as the pathe with feathers that I did walk through a few days ago.  I know it is a sign from my mom, from above, telling me something. The message is not always clear but it has something to tell me. At the moment I pull a lot of trength out of it, in facing the new situation. I did notice that i am not that much hurted at the moment with words and deeds.  I do notice that I am stronger, that I as well face 'things to do' better again.

It is a slow process, but when I look into the mirror, I know that I am back on my way up. And thankful for every day, thankful for knowing that I am not alone.  Safe enough behind our door (what is always open) . And as well happy in the street.  :) 

"When we are willing to touch the pain of separation—the loneliness, the fear, the hurt—our longing carries us to the tender and compassionate presence that is our awakened nature."