There are no bad days, there are only bad thoughts!
That fits to something that is in my mind for a longer time, where I wanted to write a poem about it.
And today is the perfect day for it.
This summer, when it was so horrible hot
I so much longed for a cloudy spot.
I woke up, seeing nothing but blue
Sweating and not knowing what to do
I did bow down my head
Suffering my self created pain
Please, let it rain
And see, what we, finally, did get
Blessing the depressing grey
Sadly staring to the rain, all day
It reminds me so
To a year ago
But there is something different, this year
The clammy clouds still are here
And the windows still look the same
The memories remain
Memories, at fighting the grey
Memories, struggling all day
And now, I eat the same cook
But now, with a different look
A few weeks ago, on a sunny day
I decided, that I wanted to stay
In the beautiful light
Warm, protected, sunny and bright
I thought about the upcoming grey
Decided that it not feels okay
To feel down all day
My decision came this way
No longer the darkness is stronger
Then the light, day and night
This winter I will smile
The happy feelings will last a while
Happiness is the magic word
Meditation is the chord
I realize I walk a thin line
I love to laugh the rain out of my brain
Where I find happiness again
(c) Hafri Poetry
07-10-2019
